rant

I feel very unsatisfied with life right now.

It's like right now, tonight, I feel like I can't sit still. I feel like I want more. I want to live a big, huge, adventure filled life! I want to go mountain climbing in South America and buy wool yarn from old ladies who live in little tiny villages. I want to go backpacking across the UK. I want to go on a Mediterranean cruise. I want to go camping on the Great Wall of China. I want to go to a foreign country and get lost.

But instead, I sit here. I go work for a few hours in a little shop that sells unnecessary items in the spirit of the American way. I worry about money. I feel lonely. I feel empty.

And I don't want it anymore.