I'm rather broken at the moment.
...Things will get better. They always do. I'm totally on a limb, I'm totally throwing myself to the wind, I'm completely trusting God... and I desperately hope that I'm doing the right thing. He'll take care of me. That's why I trust in him... because I know He will.
Stuff gets screwed up and wacky and it feels like my life is a snowglobe... everything seemed rather settled, but someone just picked it up and shook the heck out of it. And now all the little pieces are flying around and confusing and what-the-heck-is-going-on... but it'll settle again eventually, right?
In the end, I'll see it was all for the best. I hope. I just need to trust.