this is lelila

er.

2010-03-15T08:03:00.001-05:00

Goodness. Poor blog. I think this is the longest it's ever gotten ignored ever.And freaking spambots have started flocking it like vultures on roadkill. *waves them off* G'won, SHOO.Maybe I'll write some stuff. Y'know, sometime. Or somethin'.

grumble

2009-04-18T16:11:00.003-05:00

Started my big sewing project. (Decided to take the leap and make the Victorian walking suit.)....Might already be irked at it. Maybe.As long as it's done by September, right?...Man. I have no idea what I'm doing. *kicks around sewing machine*

Ada Lovelace Day

2009-03-24T18:59:00.003-05:00

I'm not going to do a super in-depth post about Ada Lovelace day, though I do whole-heartedly support it. I've always been really into the study of gender-role in technology, and influential women in computing. I remember when I first learned about Ada Lovelace... probably for that paper I wrote in Eng 102, my "twenty page" paper that was really only thirteen pages but I still aced because I'm

oh.

2009-03-22T16:14:00.004-05:00

Well. Hello, blog! How have you been?Sorry I haven't been spending much time with you. Or anything else online, other than that blasted game that has consumed all my waking hours.Hush. I can hear your cries of protest from here. Waste of time! Rotting your brain!Untrue, I tell you. It's more... more like a long, ongoing process to excersice my creative writing. It's a multi-player

WANT!

2009-03-10T14:00:00.002-05:00

I found the patterns I want.422, 324 and 170. $36 without shipping costs added in.I am crying on the inside.I want this so, so badly. Should I do it? Should I take the plunge?Maybe I can get away with only buying the jacket pattern, and finding patterns for the skirts online. Anyone know a good, free pattern for Victorian natural form skirts?Of course, I'm not even allowing myself to consider

whut?

2009-02-21T22:51:00.000-06:00

Wait. Wait, wait, wait. Are... are they going to Guam on Lost? WHAT?!

photo geek.

2009-02-21T00:17:00.003-06:00

I need a remote for my DSLR. I also plan on picking up some of those clamp-lamps, you know? Seems like it'd be easy-peasy to make some gels for them. A light box should be sometime in my near future, as well.In other, related but much less probable news, I want a light ring. Like, hard core. And a 50 mm 1.8. And a lens hood! Definitely a lens hood. And a wide-angel lens. ...And a macro,

hm.

2009-02-15T09:36:00.001-06:00

I want a top hat. And I want it for really cheap.Anyone have any ideas?Also, although this is really the same thing, I desperately want to make myself a costume of my II character. Victorian clothing is a jerk to sew, though. I do have the hoop already, however...

a different kind of meme

2009-02-08T18:42:00.005-06:00

Rules:1: Pick a few of your chars, at most 5.2: Ask them these questions.3: Tag 5 people.I'm gonna use Lelila (my Improb Island char), Xytos and Aydin1: Who/What are you?Lelila: *raises an eyebrow, then doffs her top hat* Lelila, at your service. What am I? I'm not sure I like your tone, child. I am one of what you would call the Joker class. *smiles with very sharp looking teeth, and her

2009-02-05T19:04:00.001-06:00

Oh, crap.Well, guess I'm not going to the Coraline midnight showing, huh? I'd feel weird going by myself, anyway...

gong show.

2009-01-29T00:20:00.001-06:00

I want someone to start doing The Gong Show again. I'm afraid it would come across really cheezy today, though, if whoever was directing and producing it wasn't careful. But SERIOUSLY. PLEASE. I WANT!

2009-01-23T09:30:00.000-06:00

http://tinyurl.com/cbk6crMade of AWESOME.

2009-01-20T00:39:00.001-06:00

It's always such a shock when a website you visit all the time suddenly has a completely new layout and look to it. I'm always like OMGWAIT, WHUT? This has happened to me probably three times in the past two days. What's the deal? New year, new designs?

question.

2009-01-18T19:06:00.001-06:00

Sephiroth vs. Rath Roiben Rye.Who would win?I honestly have no idea.

GET OUT.

2009-01-16T23:16:00.003-06:00

So I follow Neil Gaiman's blog with the vigour of a freaky cyber-stalker, right? The other day he was cold, so he was hit with the impulse to get in his car and drove to... Florida? And he's writing about his experience, when he states that he parked for a while to do an online radio show... and he parked on Lookout Mountain. Holy freaking cow. Makes me wish I'd been there this week...

2009-01-13T21:31:00.001-06:00

Mmm... kleenex, cough drops and nyquil. Ngh.I'ma go play video games till I fall asleep. Or pass out.

well... oops.

2009-01-11T14:56:00.002-06:00

I have every intention to tidy up today, do some cleaning, unpack from my trip. I want to do it, it's a mess in here.On the other hand, I can go ahead and tell you right now that I know I'm not gonna do it. I blame Katie: ...I restarted FFXII last night. Who needs to do housework when you could be watching Balthier?While I'm blaming Katie (and Merlin, for good measure), I'ma go ahead and blame

google maps <3

2008-12-30T21:37:00.002-06:00

I love Google Maps. Unabashedly. I could probably spend an entire day putzing around on it. I found something today, though, that gives me the heebie geebies. Freaks me out.Airplane Graveyard.Something about how perfectly they're lined up. Or something. But it gives me the creeps!

e-angst.

2008-12-27T01:07:00.001-06:00

Some days I irrationally feel as though everyone I encounter on the internet hates me.

fail.

2008-12-24T23:26:00.000-06:00

The day after Christmas, it's supposed to be 60 degrees here.SIXTY DEGREES. DAY AFTER CHRISTMAS.I do not approve of this weather at all. FAIL. FAIL I SAY.

<3

2008-12-23T18:20:00.002-06:00

The thea-tah! The thea-tah!What's hah-ppened to the thea-tah?Oh man, I love White Christmas SO HARDCORE. I crush on Danny Kaye. <3

>.<

2008-12-23T13:35:00.002-06:00

http://tinyurl.com/axbebzI think that's the worst thing I've ever read in my life. WHY, GEORGE? WHY??!Then again, part of me desperately wants to see it. Sigh.

2008-12-21T07:07:00.001-06:00

Dear Mookie-I'm not sure if I love you or I hate you for leaving us with such an AWESOME cliffhanger, but.... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEJACOBJACOBJACOBYEEEEYYYYY!!!!!

christmas time is heeeere...

2008-12-20T13:32:00.001-06:00

While I am positive that everyone on the Internet has seen this video, I'ma post it anyway because it is still one of the most awesome things I've ever seen. Merry Christmas, all y'all.

go ask Alice.

2008-12-20T01:13:00.002-06:00

So, everyone ever knows that Depp is gonna be the Hatter in Burton's Alice in Wonderland movie. Which is probably the best casting decision I've ever heard in my entire life. What I want to know, though is... WHY DID NOBODY TELL ME THAT ALAN RICKMAN IS GOING TO BE IN IT??!?! EEEEEEHEHEHEHEEE!

random fact.

2008-12-19T23:31:00.002-06:00

The female version of pope is "poppess", according to wikipedia. Now, is it just me, or is that a little counter-intuitive?

random occurance for the day.

2008-12-17T23:33:00.003-06:00

So I was going through some of my stuff, and I found a box of crayons. I love crayons, in case you don't know. I was all excited. So I've had them on my desk all evening, and I was sketching a picture of Richard (LFG, you know... FOR PONY!) and I wanted yellow for his eyes. So I opened my box of crayons, and... they're all shades of brown. A box of 24 crayons. All browns. All different

Do it now.

2008-12-15T21:21:00.004-06:00

I don't care if you don't read webcomics. I don't care if you don't understand the whole anthropomorphism thing (heaven knows I don't). I. Don't. Care.Go read Lackadaisy right now.Yes, now. It's not all that long, the archive won't take you forever to go through. It's amazing. And the art is gorgeous. And it's set in the TWENTIES. You know, I think I could have an entire wardrobe made

2008-12-14T23:14:00.002-06:00

75% GeekI'd've done better (...worse?) if I could remember a few basic Star Trek facts.

oh, yay.

2008-12-11T00:26:00.001-06:00

Know how sometimes I can't sleep at night? And it comes and goes in phases? Yeah, I hate that. And I figured it wouldn't, you know, follow tradition if I didn't come on here and whine about it a bit. That's all.

fanart.

2008-12-10T01:00:00.003-06:00

Man, sometimes I really wish I could draw. Because I want to draw a picture of Scarlett totally chowing down on a huge steak, and Raven being all "zomg I hate you, woman." XD

Christmas list.

2008-12-07T23:56:00.002-06:00

So like, it seems like whenever I ask anyone ever what they want for Christmas, or their birthday, or whatever, they're always all "Oh, I dunno..." Oh, please. Stop being so modest. Would I ask if I didn't want to know? So I'm taking some initiative.Things I Want:- knee high socks, the wackier the pattern the better- tea- any Gaiman books, other than Stardust and Good Omens, which I already

theology with pratchett and gaiman.

2008-12-07T15:26:00.002-06:00

So today in church, there was a little part of the sermon when he started talking about Revalations, and I realized that Good Omens has probably altered my views on Eschatology for the rest of my life. Not that I'm complaining, mind.Speaking of, I've started reading it again. It's one of those books that you kind of need to read twice, because the first time through there's like twenty main

Good Omens.

2008-12-05T03:06:00.002-06:00

It is three in the morning, and I just finished reading the best book that I have ever read in my entire life.I am not exaggerating. I have read a lot of good books. I have read a lot of books that I thoroughly enjoyed. This one, that I just finished? Is the best book I have ever read.It is called Good Omens, and it is by Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman, and it is amazing.I'm far too sleep

hmm.

2008-12-03T23:16:00.002-06:00

I cannot help but draw some distinct parallels between Sirius and Remus, and Crowley and Aziraphale. ...And that's alright with me.

35921

2008-11-30T22:15:00.000-06:00

Well, it's done. I completed the story. I filled the gaps, I wrote the end.Finished.

a... questionnaire?

2008-11-29T19:52:00.006-06:00

I never do these things. Like, ever. But this one was awesome!The Rules:1. Answer each of the questions below using the Flickr Search engine.2. Choose a photo from the first three pages.3. Copy the URL of your favorite photo into this site: http://bighugelabs.com/flickr/mosaic.php4. Then share with the world.1. First Name: Carly (there were so many cat pictures in this search, it was ridiculous

macy's parade of AWESOME

2008-11-27T23:53:00.002-06:00

Why can the Macy's parade not be SO FRIGGIN COOL like this anymore?! I'd much rather be watching that than, say, some stupid little Disney-pop singer lip syncing.ETA: Though, Foster's rick rolling the entire parade in the most literal way possible was probably almost as awesome.

ugh, food.

2008-11-27T23:39:00.002-06:00

So a funny thing happened to me last night.I went to bed and I couldn't fall asleep and I laid there for a while when suddenly I needed to get up and write the major climactic moment of change for the end of my story. It all just came to me in a rush at like 2:30 am. I don't even really know what I wrote, I should probably go back and read it, but shortly after 3 am I'd pounded out 1700 words

2008-11-26T00:51:00.004-06:00

I'm pretty sure I've done this one before, but it's still a really, really good one.

30k!

2008-11-25T23:51:00.002-06:00

Huzzah!So I'm like, a ridiculously schizophrenic NaNoer. I go through these constant emotional ups and downs: OMG I might make it to 50k! No, I'll never get that much. What if I run out of time and don't even finish my story? ACK, what if I finish my story and I have to think of more to add to it? I want to win! I never can win. I'm so ashamed that I'm not gonna win! What if I do make it?

intense.

2008-11-24T01:31:00.001-06:00

Paul... has been taken care of.That was insane. I've never had that much of an adrenaline rush while writing, I could feel my heart beating so hard! I was like, shaking. That was crazy.

OMG WHUT

2008-11-22T00:57:00.005-06:00

I MADE IT TO 25K!!!!! I can't believe it. How about another excerpt in celebration? (Warning: blatant ripping from Mad Love. XD)===== Bleary-eyed, Harleen stumbled into her office the next morning. She'd been out pretty late with Paul last night... he might be kinda boring on his own, but if you point him in the right direction, he could actually be pretty fun. She flipped on the light in

who'd've thought.

2008-11-21T19:48:00.002-06:00

So I can scarcely believe the words about to come out of my mouth (out of my keyboard?) but...I actually really enjoyed myself, watching Twilight....I know, right?! I went into it expecting abject dissapointment. The previews looked corny, the posters hardly looked promising, and yet... I had a blast.Though I would never recommend it to someone who hasn't read the book. It kind of felt almost

blah, blah, blah.

2008-11-20T00:49:00.004-06:00

And now for something completely different:Google Chrome needs to support skins. Leik nao plzkthx.And also, Paul just proposed to her. Completely out of the blue. Took me by just as much suprise as it took Harleen, to be honest. Shocked me even more when she said yes. This is going to make his enevitable demise that much more twisted and awesome.*whispers* lookit my word count on the sidebar

Oh, Paul.

2008-11-16T15:40:00.002-06:00

I'm having a ridiculously hard time killing Paul.Well, killing him in and of itself isn't the hard part (though I'm starting to suspect that Harleen's gonna throw a fit)... it's more of a problem of working out just how I want Joker to do it. I want it to be something... Joker-worthy, you know? Gotta have some panache, some flair.Ugh. Why you gotta cause me so much trouble, Paul? Why?

evil cackle.

2008-11-13T15:27:00.003-06:00

Heeeheheh... I'm a terrible, terrible person.So there's this thread on the WriMo forums called Character Cemetery. You write a little eulogy for characters you've killed off in your story. I really wanted to post something, but... I wasn't really planning on killing off anyone important enough to have a name. Then an evil, evil thought struck me.Here's what I posted: RIP, Paul

yay!

2008-11-11T20:32:00.001-06:00

Just passed 10,000 words! This officially makes this the longest thing I have ever written in my entire life. Including my senior integration paper. XD

I feel like a frickin genius.

2008-11-09T21:48:00.004-06:00

I have officially come up with a WAY better title for my WriMo story."Folie à Deux"What the heck does that mean, you ask me? Well...Folie à deux, (literally, "a madness shared by two") is a rare psychiatric syndrome in which a symptom of psychosis (particularly a paranoid or delusional belief) is transmitted from one individual to another.HOW PERFECT IS IT? JUST HOW PERFECT?!Man. I am so stoked

motto.

2008-11-08T21:56:00.003-06:00

I just read this post in a discussion forum that basically sums up the entirety of the Joker-being-written-badly discussion: "Anyone can kill someone with a tire iron. It takes a special kind of sicko to brainwash a superhero's sidekick into being your 'son'."As they say in the world of s_d... MOTTO.

WriMo excerpt.

2008-11-08T16:05:00.003-06:00

So Harleen's just been ...promoted? Erm, well, she's just been told they're moving her down to the high-profile incurables ward. To say that she is totally stoked is a massive understatement. Dr. Crane (yes, I decided to go with the nolenverse concept of him working there, even though I'm using the looks and personality of the dcau Crane), who is someone important in this particular ward, is

gurk. ack.

2008-11-08T00:05:00.002-06:00

It is a bad thing when you have a really bad chest cold, and something makes you unexpectedly crack up. I think I just almost literally died laughing. All because of some ridiculous children's book. (Hint: it was when my favorite person showed up)Also, that community? Is my new most favorite thing in life. Though if you go poking around in it much, be warned there's a fair bit that's nsfw in

2008-11-07T00:40:00.001-06:00

I think I might go out and buy Batman:Cacophany when it comes out. I like Onemanopiea. And... dost my eyes decieve me, or is that a DCU nurse!Joker? HAH!

sigh.

2008-11-06T23:37:00.001-06:00

I've fallen so far behind on my word count, I don't see how I could possibly catch up. I feel depressed.

2008-11-04T19:26:00.002-06:00

I would just like to take a second to say how totally and ridiculously awesome Rainn Wilson looked in that Joker costume. I want one. (By "I want one," I don't mean an awesome Joker costume. I mean a Rainn Wilson in a Joker costume.)

2008-11-03T20:11:00.001-06:00

o. m. g. I need that. Need it.

Day two.

2008-11-02T22:30:00.002-06:00

So far so good! I'm ahead on my word count. Let's see if I can't keep this up, hmm? Call me insane, but... I'm actually playing to win at this point. Wouldn't that be crazy?Also, Joker is showing up WAAAY earlier than I would have liked him to. What a punk. I keep trying to get him to do what I want, but he just kind of laughs at me, and then proceeds to take over my story. BAD JOKER. BAD.

random thoughts.

2008-11-01T12:48:00.002-05:00

So, I'm not really sticking to a true continuity with my story. It's really pretty much DCU/DCAU, however... I've been playing with the idea of having Dr. Crane be a fellow psychiatrist, rather than an inmate. Kind of sort of a la Nolanverse. I can't decide.Also? I'd love to have Eddie Nygma popping into my story every now and again, but I'm just not sure if my mind works in the right way to

45 minutes.

2008-10-31T23:15:00.001-05:00

It's almost midnight.My story is going to suck.*curls up into an angsty little ball and dies*

nanonanonanonanonano...

2008-10-29T21:06:00.001-05:00

I think... that I am ready.I have my hard drive full of comic book scans.I have my bookmarks full of abnormal psychological studies.I have my notebook full of psychotic ramblings and encyclopedia entries....let's get ready to party.

Patient J.

2008-10-28T00:35:00.004-05:00

So I'm not really one for fan made movies. Just... not my cup of tea, so much. I know Bat in the Sun is pretty quality, though. So I decided to watch Patient J. And it is MADE OF WIN. At first the Joker's voice put me off a little, but then I realized I actually really want to be making out with him. Leik nao plzkthx. Anyway it's worth watching, at least. Although I was a little taken

comic WANT list

2008-10-27T20:27:00.015-05:00

- Mad Love- Batman/Superman #51 & 52- The Joker: Devil's Advocate- Arkham Asylum: a serious house on serious earth- Emperor Joker- Joker's Asylum (...any of them that have pretty art)- DC Comics Superdictionary (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!)- The Batman Adventures #3, vol 2- Gotham adventures #10- No Man's Land, that one where Harley had gotten her hands on that self-help book, and was walking all

a moral question.

2008-10-25T19:40:00.004-05:00

If my character looks something up in Wikipedia, is it totally cheating for me to copy-paste the pertinent information from Wikipedia into my story? Not the whole entry. At least I don't think so...

Q10 ftw.

2008-10-21T20:57:00.001-05:00

I've decided I'm gonna write my NaNovel on Q10 this year. I think I might be in love with this text editor. I wouldn't want to write a paper on it or anything, but for something where grammar and spelling are really only afterthoughts, this program is perfect. I love it!

PUNKINZ!!

2008-10-21T17:29:00.002-05:00

Today I bought the two most beautiful pumpkins in the world. Is it too early to carve them? If I petroleum-jelly the cuts?

nano update

2008-10-18T22:15:00.005-05:00

I just wanted to take a moment to share how I'm getting myself ready for NaNoWriMo this year. I've just spent the past hour researching good psychopathology and psychiatric informational websites and writing out thesaurus entires for words like "insane", "obsessed" and "seduce" in my handy dandy little WriMo notebook (which contains a page with the words WE'RE ALL MAD HERE scribbled all over it)

2008-10-18T01:22:00.002-05:00

heh...a-heh ha...HAA! HAAHAHA! HAAHAHAHAHAAA!!!

nanowrimo.

2008-10-12T22:46:00.003-05:00

Ungh. It's almost that time of year again.Am I a lamer if I write a... a fanfiction? I mean, I just, erm... *shifty eyes*I fear being judged by nano people who are cooler than I am. But like... I'm on such a Harley kick right now. I was reading this fanfic recently that was kind of a TDK retelling of Mad Love. It was interesting, and I liked the idea. I wouldn't mind taking a crack at my

my gift.

2008-10-11T22:15:00.002-05:00

I have a special power.I have the ability to turn perfectly nice guys into assholes.Lucky me!

greedy.

2008-10-04T23:00:00.003-05:00

I am definitely of the opinion that someone needs to be buying me this and this. Leik nao kthx.

2008-10-03T00:44:00.000-05:00

The Day the Saucers Camea poem by Neil GaimanThat day, the saucers landed. Hundreds of them, golden,Silent, coming down from the sky like great snowflakes,And the people of Earth stood and stared as they descended,Waiting, dry-mouthed, to find what waited inside for usAnd none of us knowing if we would be here tomorrowBut you didn’t notice it becauseThat day, the day the saucers came, by

2008-09-30T22:48:00.003-05:00

BATMAN GUNDAM WTF.So I may or may not have spent the vast majority of my afternoon and evening watching Batman animated series. Both of them. The older one is WAY better.New infatuation: Harley Quinn and Mr. J!

thunderstorms.

2008-09-08T19:13:00.002-05:00

My favorite thing in the entire world is before a thunderstorm hits. I was just laying down on a little hill outside, watching the storm brew. My parent's neighbors probably think I'm insane. ...They might not be wrong.The grass knows the rain is coming. You can feel it waiting for the water. The trees all shiver and tumble in the wind in anticipation. My favorite is when the temperature

2008-08-26T23:00:00.001-05:00

I am losing my mind. Driving myself to distraction. GET A GRIP, CARLY.

loopy.

2008-08-26T20:36:00.002-05:00

I am in a very strange mood tonight. I want to run around that park in downtown Chattanooga and run through the fountains with all my clothes on. Or run barefoot through a forest.I feel giddy.I have a vision in my head. Of the life that I want. And it consists of me living in that little row of apartments on the North Shore of Chattanooga, up the hill from Northshore Pres. The ones that

2008-08-25T12:40:00.001-05:00

Kinetic typography videos are my new favorite.

hegakhurgurk.

2008-08-22T22:14:00.005-05:00

WOAH blogger dashboard got a new interface. I like it.So I went to Chattanooga and had a blast and I am so in love with that city. And now I'm back here and it's just so urban everywhere and there is no NATURE and I want to live in Nooga. Because I love it. And now I'm all mopey and bleeh.MOPE.In other news, I am a total doofus sometimes. And also kind of ridiculous.omg I need to stop

ROFL.

2008-08-07T11:58:00.005-05:00

stir crazy

2008-08-05T18:37:00.002-05:00

I have GOT to get out of this house. Like, move out. I was getting all snappy with my mom today... my mom. I always get along with my mom!That's it. As soon as I'm off the plane from Oregon, I will be getting really hard core about finding a real job. Bound and determined.I'll be darned if I don't move out before the new year.

2008-07-20T12:23:00.002-05:00

OMG. How is it humanly possible that I haven't watched Dr. Horrible's sing-along blog before this point in time? And how is it possible that Joss Wheadon is so rocking awesome at life?I hear tell this is coming out on DVD sometime soon. I MUST OWN.

2008-07-18T10:44:00.003-05:00

OMG AI CONCERT.EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!I feel like such a thirteen year old girl right now, you have no idea.

what?!

2008-06-28T12:42:00.002-05:00

omg wait. Are they... are they making a Halo movie?!HAAA. Wow. That makes me giggle.Heck, I'll totally see it. I'll see it with low expectations, mind, but I'll still totally see it.(What can I say? I'm a half-life fangirl, personally. And everyone knows hl>halo.)

the conclusion.

2008-06-25T13:37:00.002-05:00

We are so over Minnesota boy now, guys.I'm not ticked that he wasn't interested. In fact, I'm very at peace with that, because I knew all along that's what he was going to say. No, I told him in my original letter that it was fine with me if he wasn't interested. And I wasn't lying.The way he said things. That's what hurt.Ok let me start by saying that I am giving him the benefit of the doubt

followup to a rant.

2008-06-22T18:13:00.003-05:00

What? People read my blog? Since when?Anyway thank you to everyone who left your thoughts on the subject. It's a tough topic, and I suppose it really resonates with a lot of people, doesn't it?So I made a decision.I told him. I sent him an email. He hasn't answered yet.It's times like these when I wonder if he reads this blog. I sure as heck hope not.

rant (again).

2008-06-20T00:24:00.004-05:00

(Note: this is a fairly sleep-deprived ramble. Coherency is optional)So I've been thinking about relationships. And how much I suck at all that boy/girl stuff. Like... epic suck.Everyone always says that you're supposed to just tell him. You know? Because you might end up regretting it if you never say anything. I mean, good heavens... even Gideon Emery told me that. (Gideon, will you be

2008-06-15T19:05:00.001-05:00

omg. so full of angst. right now.

omg.

2008-06-14T13:56:00.001-05:00

Uh... so, all of my bookmarks just disappeared. Seriously. All of them. Every website I ever bookmarked on this computer.I am in a mild state of panic.

confession.

2008-06-13T01:31:00.000-05:00

I have a total crush on Nigel Lythgoe. And all my friends make fun of me for it.

losing my mind.

2008-06-06T02:36:00.001-05:00

Oh my word. So, I think I requested this upcoming Monday off from work. But... I can't remember why. This is terrible. It's going to drive me INSANE until I figure out why!

2008-05-30T17:02:00.000-05:00

baba oriley - david cook

2008-05-30T15:41:00.001-05:00

Hey, anyone want to give me some tickets to the American Idol concert? Please? How about if I'll be your personal slave for the rest of my life?

lonely.

2008-05-22T02:14:00.002-05:00

So the 'rents are going out of town for like two weeks, which means I'll be rattling around this house by myself. Granted, it's not a very big house... but for one person? Too big. I'm not entirely comfortable being in this large of a house by myself. Is that weird?I wish I knew more people so I could have them come over and stuff. I sure hope I can make some super-close friends in this town

drama queen.

2008-05-06T01:05:00.002-05:00

So before I left school last year there was this guy I wanted to ask me out. But he never did. And I was sad. And I went back down to visit for graduation last week, and for some reason I felt very strongly compelled to tell that guy about how I was waiting for him to ask me out and then he didn't. I was totally gonna do it, too. But the opportunity never arose. I didn't even really get to

rant

2008-04-06T22:10:00.002-05:00

I feel very unsatisfied with life right now.It's like right now, tonight, I feel like I can't sit still. I feel like I want more. I want to live a big, huge, adventure filled life! I want to go mountain climbing in South America and buy wool yarn from old ladies who live in little tiny villages. I want to go backpacking across the UK. I want to go on a Mediterranean cruise. I want to go

2008-04-02T02:00:00.001-05:00

WANT.

2008-03-30T19:15:00.002-05:00

They really should have cast David Wenham as Remus Lupin. I mean, no offence to David Thewlis, but... David Wenham is a lot closer to how I picture Remus in my head. What's funny is that I didn't notice this until I was watching 300...

um...

2008-03-26T23:20:00.003-05:00

Please ignore the following blog post. Please.I can't believe Ramiel snuck by again! Sheesh. Can we please get rid of this girl? I'm not surprised Kristy made it, though... she pulled the "patriotic" card. At least she sang it really well. But it's like... who's gonna say anything negative about that song, you know? I'm... kind of sad about Chikeze. Chakezie. Whatever. I mean, I liked

deja vu.

2008-03-26T02:01:00.001-05:00

So... I'm not tired at night, and then I'm totally exhausted all day. Well this sounds like a healthy cycle!

about time.

2008-03-25T01:17:00.002-05:00

I got a part time job at Pier 1. omg, I'm going to be getting out of the house on a regular basis! Shock! Wonderment! I'm totally psyched about this job. I mean yeah, it's part time... but I'm hoping it'll work into full time (maybe even management?...) after not too long. And also, it's going to be a total blast. The team there seems like so much fun. So... hooray!

2008-03-21T01:59:00.001-05:00

Insomniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!